I dont know though, maybe this is the reason why I find this vacation so boooooring (thank God it starts back up this thursday) but at the same time, staying home and doing absolutely nothing has given me some time to reflect on my life and the things I want most.
It has also given me some time to think about the elusive and dangerously nerve wracking enigma that is 함지영 shi. I have a blog I'm preparing about Ms. Jiyoung at a later date... but for noww let me just say things keep looking worse and worse in this empty dome I like to call a head.
And so the seconds, minutes, hours and days tick away. I recently met a young boy whom I began to tutor and I find him very pleasant to teach. Almost to the point where I am fearful that he might be becoming my best friend, hahaha. But think about it, I'm 29 and he's just... ummm, 9. More so he speaks 2 words of English and I speak 4 words of Korean (not really but you get my point). It's a frustrating companionship is all, and yet it is also my only escape from the hell of this vacation. I think next semester's vacation I'm gonna go stay with Eun Mi's mom for a week or so.
Now more about Eun Mi:


I met her 2 months after getting here at the Onnuri church of Konkuk University. For being a Christian girl she's a pretty free spirit and appeals to my better nature which I dont have much of. She lost her dad around the same time I did, under different circumstances, and that made us closer. She is a troubled soul that went to school to become a singer. She worked for a clothing shop as a clerk after graduation; a common theme I am seeing repeat itself in the many people i come across here in Korea. For example: the local mini mart's meat slicer man (that is not the official name but I will be writing Lotte shortly to make the suggestion) has a
bachelors in Computer engineering. The receptionist at the Local Ramen house restaurant has a degree in Symphonic Composition. A composer!!! But alas, this is Koreas plague, to be dealt by Koreans, not foreigners with a eye for opinions.Anyway getting back to Eun Mi, she is kind, nice and deserving of my love and affection.... yet why is it i continue to doubt and second guess myself?
Anyway, I've become good at procrastinating and perfecting the art during this vacation. But hope to exhaust this talent before thursday, and still my body says to me... well it's not really saying anything, it's just sittin there waiting for a better moment to tell me what it feels but the moment never comes and so the both of us are stuck in this endless cycle of perpetual procrastination. Man I like that... I'm gonna name this vacation that, but it's a little long so I will abreviate it and ask my friends to check out the pictures of my "PP".
Well, I'm sure the 9 year old will think that joke is estatically funny. God I'm bored =(
Well, I'm sure the 9 year old will think that joke is estatically funny. God I'm bored =(

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